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A Most Unexpected Scandal of the Heart - narrated by JJ

Dearest reader, It has come to this author’s attention that the most intriguing bonds are not those formed with ease… but those that begin in the quiet shadows of doubt. Such is the curious case of three individuals once distant, now delightfully entangled in companionship. At the start, there was a careful avoidance, a silent conclusion that alignment whether professional or technical would be, quite simply, impossible. Hawa Jaafar and Ikmal Farhiel were, in those early days, merely names within proximity, rather than souls within reach. And yet… how swiftly fate intervenes. For in the passing of days, what was once guarded transformed into something rather… extraordinary. Not a structured alliance, no far from it. But instead, a space delightfully chaotic, beautifully unfiltered, and entirely unpredictable. A space where laughter arrives unannounced. Where conversations wander aimlessly, only to uncover truths one did not know they needed. At a time when one had chosen solitude ret...

Crossing the Bridge: A Journey of Faith

  There comes a point in life where you realise that purpose is not something you simply walk into it is something you must cross into. For me, that crossing is my Bharatanatyam arangetram . It began as a quiet calling. A dream that did not make complete sense to many, yet settled deeply within me. A Christian, pursuing Bharatanatyam an art form rich in tradition, culture, and history. It was beautiful, but it was also a path that came with questions, with resistance, and at times, with silence from those who did not fully understand. But I knew I had to walk it. And so, I stepped onto the bridge. At first, it felt steady. Manageable. Possible. But the further I walked, the heavier it became. Physically, my body began to feel everything. The long hours. The repetitions. The discipline that demanded more than comfort. There were nights when my legs ached, when every movement felt heavier than the last, when rest seemed more inviting than purpose. Yet something within me refus...

Walking in Faith and Finding My True Path

Before I begin my thoughts, I would like to clarify as this is my exact experience that I have faced. It might trigger some party but I have shared on my concern and my journeys. Also I’m dignified and professional enough to not Name any person or parties name on my thoughts. So don’t find and fall in trap by your own and accusing me for my unintentional actions. Well let’s begin:  It was sometime in 2024 when I first joined an NGO in kajang town under the gentle guidance of my aunt. Both of us were searching for a place where faith and service intertwined, a space where our devotional connection could grow stronger. At first, I kept mostly to myself, spending time with my cousin and observing everything quietly. Over time, I began to get to know the head of the NGO and his wife . They were kind, humble, and truly inspiring. Their leadership radiated warmth and wisdom. With their encouragement, I became more involved , joining youth programs, helping in activities, and slowly taki...

Chosen for Purpose

Greetings and good day to everyone,  I hope everyone is doing well. Well, I have a wonderful story to share today that makes me feel even more fortunate and thankful for everything I did in 2019. Before that korang, Saya lupa nak bagitahu bahawa saya akan mengemaskini maklumat Ataupun perkongsian saya di laman blog saya mengikut jadual “sekali seminggu” atas Urusan kerja dan sebab- sebab tertentu maka saya memohon jasa baik tuan/ puan untuk sabar menantikan segala luahan perasaan saya.  Okay let’s get into my sharing!! On 17th April 2025 around 11.30 a.m. at High court Seremban for case analysis with my coworker( lawyers) as they had a case on 39B Akta Dadah Berbahaya 1952 due to the accused involve in drug activities.  As instructed by my boss, I was there to gather information for my ongoing investigation and to bolster my colleague's case. The moment my coworker and I leave for lunch at the cafeteria. When I was a university student in 2019, I got to know one of my fe...

WHERE I MET DRUG ADDICT

  Good day and hello to everyone. I hope you're doing great. I'd like to speak about an experience that occurred to me  so I would like to named it as “ WHERE I MET DRUG ADDICT ”. Let’s get into details of circumstances.  On 6th April 2025 [Sunday] at 6.15 pm venue Bukit Gasing, Petaling Jaya near to Menara BAC ( Brickfield Asia College),  We planned to arrive at the venue by 6:45 p.m., so I drove from Kajang to BAC to attend a program that my friend had formally asked me to. Since I got there earlier at 5:58 p.m., I had planned to fill up my car with petrol as it was running low and I was rushing to the gas station, namely "Shell." When I got there, I started filling up and stopped for a snack at the station, when I saw a guy riding a bike, wearing a helmet, and wearing a jacket. As soon as I got to my car with my snacks, I noticed a man chatting to a stranger( victim) who was in Bezza's car and this man standing outside the car at a close distance. I took the de...